Love

I can't wait until the day that I finally find the love of my life.  We all have always waited for that day.  I think the thing that always blows my mind is the fact that I may have already met him and still haven't realized that I am in love with him.  At my college I see couples everywhere.  I can't walk outside anymore without seeing a couple holding hands or sitting on the field together or even just drink coffee outside our coffee shop.  Since being here I have been more concerned with finding someone than I have ever been in my life.  This is the longest I have ever gone without having a boyfriend and I am honestly proud of that.  Being single in college has given me the opportunity to figure out what I want out of life.  Since being single I have moved to a different town 3 hours away from home, made new friends and lost some around the way, realized I no longer want to be a teacher and changed my major to Public Relations, watched every episode of Grey's Anatomy in a month and a half, actually preformed on a stage, got bangs, and many many other things.  Though I am concerned with finding the love of my life, I have come to the conclusion that if/when I do I will have to make sure I am still living my life for me and not for him.  I want to make sure I'm still doing everything I want to be doing.  I don't want to make the same mistakes that I have made in that past.