This Again?

So I think I have found myself interested in a boy again.  He fits the definition of tall, dark, and handsome.  He is very different that my usual type which is normally talk, light hair, and not to handsome.  I've known this guy for awhile so it's not like he is a strange to me or anything.  We have been getting to know each other pretty well now for the past year.  I never would have thought our paths would have ever crossed again, but strangely enough they did.  I remember sitting there and wondering what in the world he was doing here.  It's not like he was a good kid when we were younger or anything, but after we got together and began to discuss our lives since we have both gone to college, I found out he was actually a really good guy now.  Guess it's true, you should never judge a book by it's cover.  Good thing I didn't because I would have never gotten to know this awesome guy and became good friends with him.  Who knows what will happen in the future with a possible relationship, all I know now is I want to continue that have a close relationship with him and continue to have a healthy relationship with one another.  I guess we will have to see where this goes over the summer.  Goodbye school.  Hello Summer!!!!

Love

I can't wait until the day that I finally find the love of my life.  We all have always waited for that day.  I think the thing that always blows my mind is the fact that I may have already met him and still haven't realized that I am in love with him.  At my college I see couples everywhere.  I can't walk outside anymore without seeing a couple holding hands or sitting on the field together or even just drink coffee outside our coffee shop.  Since being here I have been more concerned with finding someone than I have ever been in my life.  This is the longest I have ever gone without having a boyfriend and I am honestly proud of that.  Being single in college has given me the opportunity to figure out what I want out of life.  Since being single I have moved to a different town 3 hours away from home, made new friends and lost some around the way, realized I no longer want to be a teacher and changed my major to Public Relations, watched every episode of Grey's Anatomy in a month and a half, actually preformed on a stage, got bangs, and many many other things.  Though I am concerned with finding the love of my life, I have come to the conclusion that if/when I do I will have to make sure I am still living my life for me and not for him.  I want to make sure I'm still doing everything I want to be doing.  I don't want to make the same mistakes that I have made in that past.