Friendship

So lately I have been going through a hard time at school and wondering why God had placed me here.  It didn't seem like I was fitting in well and I found it was actually difficult for me to make friends.  It's easy to meet new people and some you may call friend, but there is a difference in being called a friend and being an actual friend.  I found myself secluding myself lately and spending a lot of my time alone. I don't know what I'm actually suppose to do with the rest of my life or what I'm actually going to major in.  My life was starting to get extremely stressful and I didn't know how to handle it.  When you make a drastic change in your life you normally don't know how you are going to handle it.  I know God has a plan for me and it will all work itself out in the end, but right now I don't know what is happening.  This weekend I went to camp.  I was able to be myself for the first time in a long time.  It felt good to have my friends around me and to have them help lift me up in so many different ways.  They probably don't know it but so many people made this weekend the best weekend I have had in a long time.  My cabin was awesome and I was lucky enough to have a great group of girls and do some awesome devotions with them.  I was also able to meet up with some old friends and catch up with them.  One friend stood out to me though.  He made a comment to me that really made me think.  As I stated earlier I know God is in control and I guess I had forgotten that, but thanks to this friend I was able to make that connection again.  Even though there are going to be tough times in my life I have to always remember that God is in control.  I also need to remember no matter how alone I may feel at school I will always have a great group of friends waiting for me when I return home.  So really in the blog I just want to say thank you to all of you that were able to make this weekend awesome for me!  Thank you for being you.  Thanks for coming to camp and loving God.  I also want to say thanks to my friends here that have taken time out of their days to listen to me and help me out.  You guys mean so much to me and I want you to remember that I am always hear to listen any of you when you are having a problem in your lives.  Sometimes I forget how blessed I am for all the wonderful people who have been placed in my life.  I know who my true friends are and you are all pretty amazing!  So once again thanks for all of you who have been there to listen to me the past couple days and thank you to my awesome friends at Faith Bible Camp for making this weekend awesome!  I can't wait to spend the entire summer with you all!  I love you all so much!