How I feel about you

When I’m having a bad day I sometimes close my eyes and think of you.  I think of how happy I am that you are apart of my life and how different I would be without you.  You’ve shown me so much in this short period of time.  You’ve taught me that not every guy is going to hurt me and for that I thank you.  You’ve also taught me that it’s not a horrible thing to want to actually be with someone.  When our relationship started I never for a moment thought that after only a month of dating I would possibly be thinking I may love you.  It scares me to death that I might be setting myself up to get hurt again, but I don’t think you would ever do that to me.  I trust you.  That is not an easy thing for me to do.  I don’t even trust half of my friends or family.  Our relationship honestly doesn’t feel like an actually relationship.  Every time we hang out it feels like I’m just hanging out with my best friend.  I love how we can go a week without seeing each other and be fine with that, but the moment I see you it just feels right.(Like I actually just sat here for a moment trying to think of words to describe it.)  With you I don’t have to hide who I am, I can just be myself and you don’t judge me for that.  Though I have only known you for a short period of time I feel so special to have you as my best friend.  And I know you don’t like it when I use quotes from other people and you don’t find it to be original but I’m not the creative type.  I just can’t find the right way to tell you how I actually feel about you.